My jeans have still only been washed once since August, but that's ok.

I went home tonight to see my mom and dad for the first time since break?  A good two solid weeks or so.  My visits are becoming more and more sparse.  It felt good to just walk in and lay down on the couch to a warm empty house, before everyone got home from school and work.  I took a nap on that couch.  I used to hate sleeping on that couch.  My mom made tacos because she knew I was coming home and that is awesome.  I also left with a couple bags of food and clean clothes.

I feel more and more lately like I am just visiting than anything else.  My former bedroom is now formally broken in by Blayze.  Blayze's room became my room, but it just seems more like a spare bedroom than anything else.  The only thing that keeps it from leaving me is the custom green wall color scheme and the dresser full of old band tshirts.  Winter break will be an interesting checkpoint to note the state of things.  If I work a lot, I will stay in Greensburg more than anything.

You gotta remember though, Greensburg gets pretty damn lonely when everyone goes home for break.  Then again, it's pretty damn lonely anyway.  Time changes everything.

Lose/lose situation.

I hope I still 2-3 days off at a time here and there.  That would be nice.  I want to be able to travel around and play as much music as possible with friends.  That's what I live for.